Just hit my midweek and I came home falling apart in so many ways… only got 5 hours of sleep before waking to a nightmare and it was storming… environmentally subject to a low on top of the stress.
It did pass quickly, but damn… working full time blows… That’s definitely patterned into my week.
When I’m having the hardest time I realize I’m really stuck in the moment.
I’m also a few weeks off from actually having money left over to show from this.
I do enjoy the job. It’s challenging in a lot of ways, but I’m rising above it and getting a lot of respect for it. It’s a good thing for a sz who has socialization and distrust issues… just work the hardest and know you get the job security and respect that comes with it.