I loved spinning.
I can not afford it and can go paranoid about things.
If the stepmom I had who still helps me and says I can turn to her etc said she does not want to help me or be there I would understand that.
I have been horrid .
I love her family too actually.
Darn muteness when I think my spirit is not like that.
My mums husband she had raised me in a way too.
We had horrid fights and they were nasty but I love them.
If they are divorced now they are still friends and maybe he is her boyfriend but they live seperate.
My mum has been really sweet and I adore her too but golly did we fight and I thought she was psycho and wanted to kill me sometimes when I was child.
She is cool.
I hope my family in oz has received their Christmas gifts.