to move on with my life. im talking about my parents. it seems they wanted me around when I was younger, they never wanted me to leave the house and move on. in fact they tried to call the cops on me one time when I was going to leave. they have been getting their fill of me lately and have been encouraging me to get a new life. I don’t know how I feel about it. I guess they liked the old me better than this new guy. I no longer have the motivation to leave anymore. if I left I would move to Georgia. they don’t like that though either, they want me to decide to stay in the Midwest, to like it here so that they’ll be a short drive away.
it’s funny after I finally gave up on my aspirations and accepted life for what is is, now there is this pressure to do something and make something of myself.
It’s hard when you can’t please your loved ones no matter what you do. That said, don’t give up on life! I’m sure you have a lot to offer! Take baby steps with motivation to work on it. Like try going for walks or take a community Ed class or something’s to get you going again.
I just want to work in a garden supply store and make 30k a year. do that until im 65 then retire and move into an assisted living facility. those are my aspirations. and to watch baseball in the summer.
Having family close is good if your doing badly. Could be a good thing to move out locally or close and see how you cope especially if you haven’t been by yourself before!