I can’t talk about it to my mom because I’m worried that she will be concerned, or she will complain about how horrible her life is because I talked about my life.
I keep getting auras (start of a seizure) and going numb from one point to another, but my mom has been really stern about this and does not want to hear me say “Mom, I feel like I will have a seizure.” So I’ve been experiencing auras and experience hallucinations, dizziness, etc from it but I can’t talk about it because she was so traumatized when I had focal seizures. I said that I feel like I’m having one but my mom was like “NO! Don’t say that ever again. You will NOT have a seizure!”
I feel like I’m completely alone but I would rather experience these seizures alone. They pass anyway and it’s not a problem to endure them by myself. I just hope it doesn’t lead to a full blown seizure.