I’m feeling really aware and crisp today. I feel like my brain was on 30fps and someone turned up the resolution to 60fps.
It’s kinda scaring me because I don’t remember feeling this normal in my body feelings and cognition since I stopped taking my meds years ago and because worse. The thing is I’m taking my meds but I’m getting this feeling like I’m not on any. It’s not mania … although I am more excitable.
I honestly feel clearer in my experience if not also in my thoughts. Is this something to worry about? Have the meds lost effectiveness? I thought the insight was coming because I was getting better but now I feel like I’m totally off meds again…
It’s been like 2 years since I started it. I guess it’s only been 4-5 mo simce she increased it to max… whatever it is it feels better but not as safe as before
I think I was just having a good day because I’m not feeling as much shame. Today wasn’t good tho… Got really anxious and kinda back slid. Gonna keep Fighting but feel a little disheartened