I’ve only had 5 hours sleep last night, and I still feel great. Got a lot done… and enjoyed the sunrise.
I know a just a few weeks ago I was fighting for all I was worth… trying not to get flat and disconnected. It took a lot of work trying to stay engaged and not retreat… not get bitter and fed up with people being people…
But these last few weeks… I’ve been feeling better and better. It’s like who was that guy a few weeks ago who had to fight to get out of bed… not me.
I’ve been pondering how… for a while… I forgot that I ever felt flat and numb. My brain just thought I have always felt this good.
I love the first rush of spring… the light… the newness… I wonder why spring isn’t our new year.
Spring is the best, especially after a nasty winter. The only problem is winter keeps coming back!! It snowed a tiny bit for us the other night O_o yesterday was lovely though
Human manipulation of calenders, LOL…In many cultures the spring equinox in March is the new year.
The Persian Calendar begins each year at the Northward equinox, observationally determined at Tehran.
The Indian National Calendar starts the year on the day next to the Vernal Equinox on March 22 (March 21 in leap years)
It is also a holiday celebrated in Azerbaijan, Afghanistan, Pakistan, Turkey, Zanzibar, Albania, and various countries of Central Asia, as well as among the Kurds. As well as being a Zoroastrian holiday, it is also a holy day for adherents of the Bahá’í Faith and the Nizari Ismaili Muslims. The Bahá’í Naw-rúz is stationary; the new year always starts at sunset March 20
I’m just kind of feeling the same way as you are now…
I’m feeling great these days and I feel as if I’ve been like this since I was born.
In fact, our brain is made to think that way.
When you look at the white part, you can’t see the black part at the same time, or vice versa.
But don’t forget that there’s always white and black --good and bad-- in your life, even if you feel only good…or bad. But it’s nice if you can look at the good as often/long as you can.
I love spring. Summer is not bad either but by far my favorite is a good day storm. Like how it rains in the Amazon. Literally showers. Thoughs are when the best bonds are built
Yeah it’s odd. As the persona learns to function it forgets what it was like to not. The changes are slow though.
I too am getting out of my own battles. Starting to learn how to live again. Its having an amazing impact on my level of symptoms. I just don’t care any more. I only want to entertain myself with things that seem normal.
That is great to hear. I dream of bieng able to get by with 5hours of sleep and still feel ok. I stay in great weather year round, but I still sleep from 3am till 3pm.
