Feeling suicidal

I have been feeling suicidal for a long time now. I attempted suicide twice in the last six months. I’m going through divorce. She fell in love with someone else and left behind my back. I’m losing hope for getting her back, for recovering, for everything. Work has become so difficulty and I don’t want to continue on. All my friends are sick of hearing me talk about it. I’m afraid I’m getting close to another attempt soon.

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Stay alive, things will get better, don’t lose hope!

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Suicide is a mistake…don’t even think about it man. you have to fight with all your might to overcome your blues…I hate to say it but I don’t think she’s coming back man…you have to get up and fight. call a crisis line if you feel on acting it out…don’t do it …DON’T DO IT. !!

@Moonbeam @Ninjastar @anon9798425 @rogueone

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I feel like this was a mistake to say something. People are sick of me talking about it anyway.

@Sageofstupidity suicide is NOT a solution!
Get help NOW!
Go to your local ER!

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I’m not sure but you sound depressed. In time things will get better. Sometimes you just have to wait it out. You could also try an antidepressant. That may help. Don’t give up. You do want to live deep inside you.

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It wasn’t a mistake, it was simply your true self seeking for reasons and for the motivation to keep fighting.

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It’s good to reach out and talk @Sageofstupidity. How are you feeling now? We’re all concerned about you.

Please keep communicating. It’s a good thing. You’ll get through this eventually.

Do you have a phone number for a suicide hotline in your area? It’s okay to call 911 (or your local emergency #) and/or go into ER.

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I was feeling like this earlier today. Took some L Theanine and the thoughts went away. It’s good for times when your mind is racing

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Hey you’re going through a really bad time. It’s ok to be sad. You’re a human being. I’m sorry your wife hurt you like that it seems very selfish of her. But trust me there are plenty of reasons to live.

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I’m sorry that you’re going through a divorce right next w. That must be very painful. But things can always get better. If your wife left, then that probably means there is someone else out there for you. Sometimes, life gets so bad that we don’t see how it could possibly improve. But it does. Things can always get better. You just have to stick around to see it. If you think you might actually hurt yourself, please go to the ER. Therapy and the right medications can help.

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I was really in pain when I broke up with my boyfriend of 10 years back in 1994. I didn’t want to live either. To complicate things he wanted to be just friends and would call me all the time. He finally found another boyfriend and didn’t call as often. After 6 months the pain started easing up some and now there is no pain at all. My point is time and God heal things.

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I think I’m just done. Glad yoyntired

Please don’t hurt yourself

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Hi @Sageofstupidity Please go to an ER if you are in imminent danger to yourself or others. You will find that most ER docs are compassionate folks as they deal with this more than people realize. You are a human being who deserves a full life. Do not be make a rash decision. I’m sorry.

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