I’m not sure why, because I have been kind of indifferent to comparing my life with society.
Maybe it’s because I’ve been away from work for a couple of months and when I meet people again I feel something is missing from my life. Like a partner, but also the ability to be socially active.
Could be this is happening because I’ve been taking sarcosine lately too. I get more in touch with my surroundings. I guess it’s a good thing to feel a little restless as opposed to being indifferent, as long as I can handle it.
It sounds like it is not a bad thing. There are moments we wake up to certain things in our life that we miss, or that hurt. It not bad to be aware. And maybe change things that make your life better, or mourn what you lost a bit.
As long as it doesn’t drag you down, or overwhelm you…
I can imagine a partner or the ability to be more socially active are things you miss. I’m sorry you feel like that. It’s a rather normal feeling though… I have it too, at times.
Yeah I guess, from reading on here it seems to be something that many of us more or less struggle with.
But I have a feeling it’s a good thing to know that something is missing and getting a little agitated about it is probably normal. It reminds me of how it was pre psychosis and before the meds.
I’m guessing this is because of the sarcosine, because that’s whats new at the moment.