Feeling like crap - Schizoaffective bipolar

So on Sat I went on holiday for two nights. I struggled to sleep and woke up early. And boy did I annoy everyone i went with. I think it must of been the excitement. But today I went to work and OMG i wept. It was soo embarrassing. i apologised to everyone for ruining their holiday. I left work early because I could not stop crying at my desk, came home and phoned the home treatment team who got me an ambulance to take me into hospital. They told me it was schizoaffective, bipolar told me to come see them for a few days and discharged me.

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You have no reason to be embarrassed. Fish swim, birds fly, and we do weird stuff like cry at work. Like that Kennedy (I forget which one I think he is Ted Kennedy’s son) says on that commercial they air early in the mornings:

“It is a matter of chemistry not character.”

If someone gives you crap for it tell them they are a big smelly jerk.

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@anon80629714, I am so sorry this hit you at work. I’m glad you called for help and now things can start to get better. I hope the new diagnosis will get better meds coming your way.

I do hope you start to feel better. Please don’t beat yourself up about stuff like this.

That is a one of the best quotes I’ve heard in a long time.

Please be patient with yourself… I’m rooting for you.

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