Feeling half alive

I don’t find him boring at all either. McKenna, I think he was a genius in a lot of ways, but I take it mostly as entertainment. Though keep in mind, he was respected for his beliefs among mathematicians even. But yeah… he’s a special kind a flava, am i right?

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I feel like there’s no point to anything. Like nothing brings me joy. Maybe it’s because I drank heavily last night and feeling depressed as a result. I too have had a spiritual soulmate who’s dead, in the 27 club…Janis Joplin was mine…but I’m not sure if she would like me anymore. I think I’m too boring/shy for her. Lol.

Barking Doggy, i hate to say this but i FREAKIN HATE psychedelics! makes the unreal appear to be real to the intrained mind, but those thoughts and illusions are delusions. DO NOT let this crap influence you on any real level ok? PLEASE? PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE? and listen to that crap… MIND CONTROL from the very high up when psychologists were trying to sell that crap (lsd) as medication for folks with ptsd for crying out loud!

it’s too late for me, fair lady :smiley:

LOL hahahahaaaa you are messin with me right? LOL you are right … there IS no real point in this life. haha so just make the best of it and MOVE ON PEEPS (this is what Kurt is telling me through my breath LOL)

lol :smiley: he is in my nightmares, in my bed while i am dreaming! lol

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lucky ■■■■■■■! :smiley:

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yes. cup half full, cup half full! LOL i have a really bad chemistry most of the time. i just got a 2ll steel reserve just now though so i am feeling awesome!

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Haha steele reserve used to be my drink of choice when i had no money…ive drank it a lot. we have some weird things in common Lol. I’ve noticed steele reserve is pretty vile though now even comparing it with other malt liquors.

glad to hear you’re feeling awesome :slight_smile: hope the feeling lasts, it always sucks when things suck.

Off topic, I feel, if there was any fairness in this world, God (science, whatever) would have put all of us, sz’s, bi-polars etc in the same building/city/state/country, lol…i feel that strongly. it gets lonely on the outer rims

what is steel reserve?

it’s disgusting. but does it’s job and yes i am on a budget! LOL

Some nasty alcohol/malt liquor. let’s just say it’s an “acquired taste” :laughing:

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how old are you @ThoughtBroadGirl

you remind me of me 2 years ago

that would be awesome, i have thought that exact thing before. but you should move the SF then (san francisco, california) because we ARE the House for sz! LOL walk down any st. and eventually you will find someone screaming to themselves about a thousand different things no other could possibly understand!

this is embarrassing… lol I am 31!!

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lol! You pay the ticket, I’ll be there in a whiffy!

must be awesome living in such a city, I always though

it’s alright. i was born here so to me it is not much actually more of a pain with all people and having thought broadcasting . on the up side though i am NEVER EVER EVER alone here! :stuck_out_tongue: