I waited three days to see my husband because of our work schedules. That was last night and I thought he would join me and our little one trick or treating. He said to me I don’t want to be around people right now. So I headed home, that way I could see him. He kept swearing and saying mean things. I’m pregnant and I feel alone even though I’m in a relationship. I wish I could reach out to my voices. They always helped with the loneliness. Unfortunately, I can’t control when they come on. I cried all night and this morning. Life sucks right now.
I was also told that I won’t be able to get anymore referrals for an ob doctor. The referrals they gave me don’t work because there not available when I am. It was the same with the midwives. Basically, I’ll have to show up at the hospital and hope it’s a good doctor. It’s not fair that I can’t have a doctor, this area is the worse. I hate living here and all the people are mean and rude to me.