I have a feeling of being chased all the time. Is this a delusion? Or rather half a delusion. I don’t know what is chasing me. But I get scared and nervous. My demon has physically left me, he is no longer behind me. But I can hear him say nasty things. Maybe it’s him chasing me? It’s like a nightmare that never ends. I have no safe place to be.
I have known that feeling very well. You are remembering a scolding you got when you couldn’t get away and you are making up for it, now, because, now, you can get away - in a way.