Living has been hard for me, and for most of you I guess. I’m a bit worried, very often I feel like I don’t have any fuel left.
I have come to some sort of end. I’m not depressed, I’m not having any anxiety, I’m just weary and pushing myself through the days, lacking the surplus that makes life worth living.
I was like you once…it finally led me to believe I should end my life…this is a dangerous place where you are right now…try to find something you like or love that you used to like and fight each day to do or see what you like every day…eventually this will lead to having more hope…hope is key…do you understand? It can get better but you don’t give up…try and fight.
I’m so sorry, @bluebutterfly I have a similar feeling.
Yeah @jukebox you are right. Its a dangerous place to be. I have got two plans.
The first is too depressive to tell, but the second is to cancel the first plane by investing in life before summer, getting a sheltered job, travel to other countries, accepting my condition
I have felt like this for a long time
One thing I am glad of is pushing on regardless
Now I am thankful for what I have, but also appreciate how easy it can be lost.
Expect and prepare for the worst is how I operate, and the good things feel good when they happen, then the bad just goes with the flow of low expectations
Inherently problematic I know for a lot of people, it’s just how I have lived for this long
Thats an intelligent view of life. I will remember that.
I feel the same way - I’m so irritable and can’t even cry although it could have helped. Sorry you feel like that @bluebutterfly
I feel like that every evening some time after taking the medications.
As long as what you do can hold your interest, you don’t have to spend time worrying about whether life is worth living. Try to find something interesting to spend your time on; it doesn’t have to be especially meaningful: computer games will do just fine; so will reading books or watching movies. There are various drugs that can help. I find that a stimulant relieves the apathy, or weariness, so that I have the energy to do something; but be careful with that if you’re prone to psychosis.
-Albert.
I know what you mean @bluebutterfly . I’m out of fuel too. But I have to keep going.
The only advice I can give you is get plenty of sleep and rest.
Thanks @everhopeful @schizornot @Hadeda
Im feeling a bit better today, i think i was drained of energy after i had spent three days with my very “normie” brother and his normie family…
Yes everhopeful - i have to rest more now when im 53. It helps a lot. I just have to remember it.
Im planning a day trip to sweden sunday, just across the water. Looking forward to that, its been 10 years since i last time visited the city of Malmö (the capitol of southern sweden)
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