Pretty suspicious. A guy outside my flat was on the phone. His belly was even bigger than mine - think maybe it was prosthetic and he was there for means of spying.
Plus just when I was typing this a some called satellite came on. The ill me thinks that was a threat
Its easy to fall into those thoughts but at least you have insight. I usually deal with it by just accepting whatever comes to me. I go like if theyre spying and have all this intel Im ■■■■■■ basically so I just try to ignore it
Maybe not the best was cuz Im still scared of what might happen but it allows me to do normal things sort of