Settled in more at my sister’s and feeling at home, but I feel this niggling feeling of being a parasite or a slacker.
I really want to be useful.
I don’t know if it’s my sza or plain laziness that makes me a failure in life. I wish I could get a job.
My challenging time consuming marriage and my avolition on top of that have made it impossible to work.
I’m hoping that now I’m getting out of the relationship and starting on my own again - that maybe I can manage.
I appreciate my family’s support but I don’t want to be a burden to them.
I wish I could succeed and get a new breakthrough in life
How many of you guys felt/feel the same way I’m describing? And what did you do to succeed?