I am such a failure. Not worthy to walk this earth. I am not able to quit smoking and live a good life. I just thought I live a good life but now as the cigarettes unaffordable I got no money for food left. I am serious even when it sounds pathetic 
I smoke for about 35 years and were happy
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If you feel like you are going to hurt yourself @anon53623539, please call 911 for help. Maybe you just need some extra help getting thru this stressful time.
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I did already in the past. They basically hang up on me as they canāt change the new cigarette tax either. I donāt understand this move. They could have raised the legal age to smoke year by year and it wouldnāt affected me. Our nanny state is a bit to overprotective.
I am certain now. I do it in a safe way.
Have u asked for Voxra/Bupropion? Itās supposed to help with quiting smoking. Thatās what Iāve heard atleast.
Dont take your life! Thereās help out there.
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I moved into a caravan for a month just to quit. I am getting suicidal. I read all books on the planet to quit but i die for my cigarettes.
Bupropion has helped me with suicidal thoughts.
dont take your life. take chantix or wellbutrin. it will help.
There is no place on the planet left where i can smoke in peace. I took champix and had a suicide attempt. The help they gave me back than were ECT. I worked all my life before for my fags.
Go to the hospital
I go back to Europe. I donāt know how to explain it to my partner. I really love her for the last 15 years. Itās gonna break her heard both ways.
Go to a hospital and talk to them. they can help you.
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I ve been to hospital so many times. They only laugh at me, increase my medication and make it worse. I rather die with dignity. Itās already bad as they think i think i am batman.
The most important thing is that you donāt harm yourself, but setting that aside for a bitā¦Vaping can be done for very little money, after an initial outlay of about $100-$200. I took up vaping to quit smoking, and took to it right away. Some people have a hard time quitting the smokes entirely, but it still saves money. Thing is, buy your stuff on-line/wholesale, and mix your own juice. I must have cut my monthly āsmokeā bill by 70%.
Also, you could do what I used to doā¦Get up at 4-5 am, go out for a walkā¦āHelp keep the streets cleanā. That and rolling papersā¦
There is always an option, but to use it, you do sorta have to be here.
Have a good moan, it helps, then go walkies, or look into vaping.
Vaping is heavily taxed as well here in Australia.
Remember, there is more than one crisis line. If you burn yourself out on one, go to another. Have you tried buying your own loose tobacco, and rolling your own cigarettes? That might be an alternative. If you live around smokers, you might consider getting the leftover tobacco from the used cigarette butts and rolling that. I knew a guy who would satisfy his tobacco cravings like that. I know that is gnarly and unhealthy, but it might be a stopgap measure.
I already walk the streets for butts like others. I am going to leave happy. No regrets. I would like to say i got better things to do than fighting this kidsgame. I will become a higher being.
Smokers die early anyway and would be of the system accordingly. Smokers hang on the pockets in the health system is crab.
Can you cut amount of cigarettes you use?
Maybe you could do work for other smokers so they will give you cigarettes. Maybe they have a pile of dirt that needs moved. Maybe they need their house cleaned. They would probably understand how the medās hamper you and make it harder to work outdoors in the heat. Just a thought.
I donāt know i got to think about it. Thx for your responses. Maybe i keep staying on struggle street cause of the goddamcigarettes.
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Iāve researched a lot to hear from so many failed attempts that itās not worth it.
The pain we go through just exceeds our usual limit to cope.
Itās possible to bounce back from with effort.
And I donāt think you will become a higher being. Thatās not how it works.
We have to be here to help out and help others through struggles.
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