I’ve finally gotten over a the psychological stuff. The trauma and fear. I can feel my mind ordering itself. Feel normal and comfortable. There are traces of voices and stuff but at this point I already ignore it. I’m totally not delusional right now at all, it’s pretty sweet. Couple more weeks and we’ll see where I’m at.
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And as I finish typing that I get a new disembodied voice that’s trying to tell me something. Can’t make it out but it doesn’t seem like it’s part of my head. Just got to ignore it. Ignorance is bliss. Just hook me back up to the matrix I want out of this ■■■■.
I think I’ll go for a walk.
hi bryan ashely your such a warrior and so tormented.your a survivor and a trooper keep soldiering on.
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Thanks dandy. I’ll keep fighting this.
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I really admire you for being able to keep fighting and not give up.
I gave up so many times… and then had to start all over.
It took a long time for me… to not let what I was hearing derail me. Just let it pass and keep telling myself… it’s not what’s really happening.
Congratulations on all the hard work you put in.
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Aye a fortune cookie today it read “all your hard work is about to pay off.” In my life that can only be applied to one thing.
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hoping for all good things for you hunni. stay strong and try and ignore those ■■■■■■■ voices. it’s only ■■■■■■■■ they speak anyway so no need to answer back although i know that can be difficult as we are conditioned as children to answr “someone” when they talk to you. maybe try and find a hypnotherapist that will hypnotise you into ignoring them all the time. good luck and keep fighting.
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Yeah I don’t really listen, and I definitely don’t respond aside from the occasional ■■■■ off or go away.
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You’ll do it man just beat your brain at its own game with ignorance.
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