Feel like a zombie/ catatonic today

Today felt yelled at called a whore, gay even though I’m not. Feel like someone is in my body, feel like a zombie/ catatonic can not feel any positive feelings like I did a day ago. Hope this will end and I will survive. Miss interaction with my family and others. Feel controlled by others. Wish I were well could help others more then.

I hope that doesn’t happen too often. Is there any reason you can’t contact your family?

hi everhopeful,
just mean that I can’t interact with them the way i used to with positive words and feelings

Ah, that’s OK, so long as you’re in contact with them. It took me about 2 years after getting on abilify to start having positive interactions with my family. It’s still tough sometimes.