Family dinner


#8

My family doesnt treat me like crap. They know that I have schizophrenia, but they also know that I am recovered with medication and I am doing perfectly well in school and my main hobby is ■■■■■■■ powerlifting. They cant call me stupid, half-ass, lazy, no, I make all A’s, squat twice my weight and deadlift nearly three times my weight, I have friends who I see nearly every single day and I dont abuse drugs or alcohol.

I am one of those completely recovered people, so I demand people to acknowledge that I exist. I am not a stereotypical mentally ill person, I have a good life AND schizophrenia. I went through hell to become who I am today. At family gatherings, which happen about once a month, everyone acknowledges that I exist and they treat me with love and respect. They are educated and moral Catholic people, they have respect for someone who has been to hell.

They are glad to hear that I am happy and healthy. They know that I am happy when I have school going well, I tend to get a little idle and unhappy if I am not productive. I even posted on here about feeling apathy and anger at myself when I had a month off of school and nothing to do except remember my past. Now I wake up with the entire day planned full of healthy things to do, I do well to keep from getting so bored that I ruminate…and I have plenty to ruminate on.


#9

hi googles this is very unfair of them if it upsets you dont go for a while their loss. im sorry you have been treated this way.


#10

My siblings don’t talk to me anymore. I mean that exactly. They just maintain a distant to me. I never use drugs or alcohol. I’m not a lazy guy. I have never been paranoid or delusional. I don’t cause them trouble. I know the only thing I can do to make my life better is to work full time again. But I don’t think it could work out.


#11

Do they think they can catch sz if they are too close. Sounds to me they need education.


#12

Maybe they think they might be asked to be responsible for you in some way in the future and don’t want to .I might not be right about that. I’m lucky. My brothers aren’t responsible for me financially or directly but they help me out - partly by having the same relationship with me they always have. It’s good that you have the relationship with your nephew. He must see farther than the rest of them. You might try what Chordy said - if you’re comfortable with that.


#13

I am a kind guy. My sibling agrees to that. But she suddenly seems to consider me a potential threat to their safety - Idk, they don’t want me to be around. They appear do not consider me having the ability to understand anything any longer.

I think it would be difficult to get them any education on sz.


#14

I don’t know a solution.Your family sounds like they are just plain mean.


#15

My siblings are not kind guys. They know it and they are happy with it. They think that unkind people live a better live. Idk what to say, I’m kind but I’m the one who collapse in this world.


#16

I"m sorry Goggles, If they know they are unkind and they are really happy being that way then they would find a way to not value you if you had this disease or not. Even if you weren’t ill and you were kind they would still think that is wrong.

I’m sorry to say it, but you might just have to give up trying on this and focus on taking care of yourself so they don’t upset you to the point of hurting your progress. It’s a very hard thing to do, and it’s so very painful to be treated this way from your own family. But you can’t let them harm the all the hard work you’ve done.


#17

I have an aunt who is a total bitch. I’ve cut her and her family completely out of my life. Some people are just assholes. It sucks when they’re in your family, but it happens.

My sister is kind of like that too, we had a falling out. Over time I’ve tried to disconnect any feeling I have for her. Eventually it’ll work and she’ll be gone too.

If you try to surround yourself with positive people to replace the negative, it’ll be easier to deal with their behavior. I’d cut them out of my life, but that’s me.


#18

My brother is moody - the other day he calls me and is in a great mood, called me bro, the very next minute he is lashing out at me. He is struggling with a high stress lifestyle and is a cut throat kind of guy. Mood instability is common throughout our family tree and he does have depression. I try not to make him the center of my universe. Right now hes background music


#19

That is an awesome way to put that. Thank you for that.

I have my brother Jacob who I have to slice out for me. Jacob is falling apart, we can all see it. But he’s trying to be nice to the kid sis. She doesn’t trust it, but she’s trying to be open to help him.

My youngest brother John is being the best little brother ever to me and literally trying to destroy my kid sis. She’s battling anorexia for real. She’s finally coming to terms with this and getting real. This time in the hospital opened her eyes. Finally.

I hung out at the lifeguard staff meeting and John used every opportunity to tear her down, tell her what she did wrong and then he started saying that her rescues were sloppy because she was putting on so much weight. She’s almost 20 pounds underweight and he has started calling her a Sea Cow… in front of the entire lifeguard team.

But he is the most super sweet little brother to me… That puts me right in the middle. I really hate this.


Monkey in the middle
#20

Yes it seems you are in a rough situation. I would try to talk to your brother or communicate to him somehow, maybe through email or text. Let him know how you feel about his behavior clearly and directly. I would be firm with him without stirring the pot too much. Also J this is off topic, how do you quote someone on this site. For example
it says - Wave said then the quote -


#21

If you just highlight the part you want to quote and then wait for the gray box that says, "quote reply

Click on the gray box when it appears and it will set up the reply post and you can type under it.


#22

Thanks J you are the best


#23

TEST - Thanks again J :smiley:


#24

I’ve been wondering about that feature too. Now I know.


#25

Goggle, you are just unlucky that you have siblings that are mean. Not all the schizophrenics have such a family. After I got diagnosed, my sisters treat me with respect and care. They said you were pretty normal under the medication. So they discussed everything with me because they believe I have the ability of thinking and communication. So you’d better avoid family gatherings or attend it but act as if all your siblings are dead. In fact even if you did not have SZ, you should cut your sibling out of your life. They are just poisonous like serpents! Throw them away is the only thing you can do. But you should send them a letter or email explain how they hurt you in the first place and tell them how mean they are. They have to be judged by someone and be informed.


#26

Hi everybody, thanks to your responses. Today it comes up to my mind what my mother told me. My mom told me not to contact my sisters again. Mom told me not to feel upset about how my sisters treated me, otherwise I would have too mich sadness. Mom told me she would leave our apartment to me. She said if I ever have to live with my sisters, I would live a very painful life. Mom said “look how your sister treated me.”

I think I get it. They are not part of my life anymore. Mom used to feel angry a lot of time after meeting my sister, despite the fact that my sis is her favorite child and mom really wants to see them. She told me she had to pay in order to see them. It means that my mom not only has to pay for the dinner, but she has to prepare some extra cash, like service charge, that my sister and my in-law can put into their pocket. Mom said my sis would give her a hard time if she did not pay them and then don’t expect to see them again. I think I have forgot about all these. We need to do her a lot of service and then gives her monetary incentives in order to keep the relationship.


#27

This is good news for you and very sad about your selfish sister. It’s sad that your sister is so greedy that she has to be paid to even see her own mother.

But I’m so glad your mother sees this too. It’s heart breaking for her I’m sure… to realize this is what her own daughter has become. But at least your mother is on your side. I am glad for you and sad for your family at the same time.

I hope you can take your mothers advise and ignore your sister and live your life how it’s best for you and get better and feel better for you. I’m glad your Mom is looking out for you.