I drank so much this weekend and thought i had sex, but the person says nothing happend. Im freaking out because i have a girlfriend. Is this normal? Do i have false memories? Or am i being gaslighted
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Not good to get in such a state on psych meds but I guess it is what it is. You can’t do much about it and if they say nothing happened then that is probably it. Not a good situation to find yourself in and easier just behaving so this sort of stuff doesn’t happen.
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Yes u are right, i think im gonna reach out for help. I have been drinking every weekend. Doing dumb stuff.
I feel like i dodged a bullet. Im really scared to get an std. And i just want to be faithfull in my relationship.
My symptoms get worse and i get depressed.
I am done living like this
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Yeah. Like don’t beat yourself up. Most of us have been there and self medicating masks deeper issues. You can turn this around. One step at a time.
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Blacking out and not remembering if you had sex or not is definitely not cool.
I drank a river in my day, but having kids toned it all down for me.
Switch to light beer and moderate your alcohol intake would be my suggestion. I only have a few light pints every now and then. My days of drinking till I can’t stand anymore are long gone.
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Thanks for the replies, it really feels like self medicating. Im done with having schizophrenia, why cant i just be normal and not having to cope with this
I would struggle with the idea that you said the person said you didn’t have sexual intercourse.
They could be saying that, instead of the truth, because you are a schizophrenic and were intoxicated to that degree.
However, on the opposite, if memories can be false, then, together with the schizophrenia, you may never know, what occurred after the black out.
If that’s what the person told you, happened; then I wouldn’t push, I would take it as the “truth”.
I would also not drink while taking medication, as mixing alcohol with a AP, might not be best.
A black out, alone, isn’t good. The situation, not good; regardless of if you have schizophrenia, or not.
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Uhh alcohol may cause you to not remember things but it generally doesn’t create false memories to my knowledge.
Maybe but i have some intrusive thoughts.
God i hate myself
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