Both my parents died in September. I am feeling a quiet stillness knowing death is coming and that’s alright. I might not see it through the winter and I’m ok with it. Or it is just another seasonal depression. At my age, one doesn’t fight death, one accepts it.
I’m not ready for that yet. Right now, I have a good life. It’s better than it’s ever been.
I have to learn to play guitar superbly before I die, so I can’t die for quite awhile yet.
Strange, maybe you are on to something @chordy
My Mom died in September of 2019.