But you never know when a fake is going to break. I’m very tired of the act.
I faked it till I was 39. Then I broke. I haven’t faked it since.
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I hate fake people. I mean what are they hiding?
I hate how everyone is pretending to be ok and lying about how they feel…
There again I do it to…
I fake every day my mental well being. I hardly ever speak of the ■■■■ show of thoughts that torture me constantly. When things get to bad and I need to isolate I say I dont feel good and hide
the only thing i seem to be faking is my attempt at productivity. every day is a struggle to do something, yet all my plans call for me to do something each day. i never develop better habits, despite my self talk, in a way it does make me a little fake. that is why im a minimalist at home, so i have less chores. i don’t buy a lot of stuff that will become burdensome.
but im pretty good at going to work and coming home, eating and watching a ballgame when i do have a job. on my days off i mostly waste time. and don’t get much done around the house.
I don’t think we always realize how we’ve been hurt and it makes us hide, if not physically, surely mentally…
I am completely agreeing with you I do the exact same thing every single day like everyone thinks I’m normal — sometimes I don’t know how I pull it off 
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