when I asked the question where must I go after findinga fath utopiaand having an incredible liveI am referring to the religious part of my worldhowever there is a deep dark cruel side to thisyou’re always have to fear is going to end
for me faith is something that is difficult to understand how to procure because there is a fine line between believing and knowing so where does faith truely come in?
my dreams/voices/emotions/hallucinations all show me the direction im headed and that theres no way to change it so why wouldnt i believe it? fear it? not really but i will continually fight it.
maybe off topic but im feeling the brink of a meltdown coming on just dont know when its goin to hit. could be a week from now or a couple months but i can feel it showing its sad face.
Hello, Friends. Wish I could be more helpful than that!
Jayster