As posted on the say anything thread:
Sooo I feel a little silly. It’s around day three since I first started noticing a side effect of itchiness, increased body heat, a slight rash here and there on my body, and general discomfort.
This started happening after I increased my dose of lamotrigine and started Wellbutrin. My doctor told me if I got any sort of rash it was very serious and I should stop the meds and go see him immediately.
But I’m just having so much anxiety. I don’t want to wait in the doctors office with all those people. I haven’t even call the nurse line because I can’t make phone calls.
I asked my boyfriend to call but he said they would just tell me to go to the ER so what’s the point.
I’m worried though if it’s serious. If I get scars it would literally ruin my life. All I have going for me is my beauty. I would kill myself if anything happened that would ruin that.
I’m also worried that they’ll make me discontinue my lamotrigine and Wellbutrin. It’s taken me SO long to get to a proper dose, and I was excited to try Wellbutrin.
I’ve never been good at taking pills, but this time I was awesome. Didn’t miss any days. Started at a micro dose and slowly increased it a little every week.
I’m so sick of taking pill after pill. I’ve tried literally over 20 without success. I’m really losing hope. If I have to go back to being unmedicated I don’t know how long I’d last.
I’m not sure what to do. Maybe wait and see if it gets worse? But I do have a rash around my armpits which is something that happens with reactions to lamotrigine.
I looked up pictures of a lamotrigine rash (yucky) and the ones that aren’t bad look like mine does.
What if I’m just being a hypochondriac. Maybe it’s in my head. I was a little worried about getting a rash from it so maybe I just convinced myself that it’s a big deal? Like a placebo thing.
What should I do? Keep in mind I can’t make any phone calls. I also really hate leaving my house unless it’s a life or death situation.