When i had my first breakdown 7 years ago i had just quit my work , was smoking weeds heavily and during asctual beginning stages told my friend i had cheated on her.
My family were on holiday.
I had been suspicous at work.
Paramedics were called and police arrived.
I ran away from hospital and remember speciffically thinking i was jason bourne which i find quite funny now.
I feel like since then theyve been trying to disrupt my thought processes.
My main delusion now is that im in the matrix.
So i geuss theres a powerful effect of movies that can form the basis for mental illness or thats one way of puttin it.