Being schizo for me is pretty messed up. Makes it difficult to communicate with people
I say do and say dumb ■■■■, and then voices tell me im an idiot.
I just want to fit In with everyone at work.
I want to be a diffrrent person.
Sometimes i can imagine him; I feel like him.
Even more so when im high, like very more so.
i just want to be what is percieved as normal.
Sometimes the voice is Godlike.
It tells me its all powerful, and that there’s a plan.
So i dont always exist in the same reality, but this has always been reality for me. I’m delusional.
I need help, but i don’t think it exists for me.
I don’t always kbow how to focus, and care.