Just realizing today tomorrow everyday I’m going to be distort.
I’m not liking life.
The paranoid anxiety.
The thoughts I see people communicating with me.
It is very demonic.
It’ saddens me.
Life is to hard and in the end the fear of death.
Great
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Yes I have paranoia voices anxiety and fear of dying
Also my mum is in a home walking with a frame stuck in there all day and night
Yeah, I was as sick as the next guy when I first got ill. I went through hell. Schizophrenia sucks for sure but I still managed to have many great experiences, meet some cool people and do fun things. Things change, you will get opportunities to meet people and go places and do fun things whether you enjoy them or not.
When I first got diagnosed at age 19 I was psychotic for 2 1/2 years straight. Everything looked hopeless, my life was hopelessness and suffering. I never could have predicted that at age 62 I would be looking back on being employed almost steadily for 40 years, that I would have my diploma and plenty of good memories. And my life is not over, I plan on doing more things, I just don’t know what they are yet.
You can’t predict the future, many people get better. I’m not saying anything I’ve done was easy or life is easy. I hear that you’re suffering right now but I’ve seen miraculous recoveries before and you have a chance to be one of them.
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Do you honestly know what you’ve been though.
I don’t normally
My mind runs from one to another thing without getting a grasp
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I know it was torture and stopped me from functioning for a few years. But you’re right, I would have a hard time describing to anyone what I went through.
It’s a internal anger and I war with everyone within my paranoid schizophrenic ways.
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