When my father was told mother was pregnant with me, he beat on her head really badly. It affected me. I am not a good listener. I used to be a perfectionist listener but it was only because I thought it would earn me my death.
Yes, I am immobilized and depressed by this. I also don’t know if I can improve my state of health. My only comfort is knowing my father is dead and that I am in a better place now. Shrinks only remind me of my father so they’re not much help.
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