Last night I dreamt about confidence. My friend in high school had an older brother. The brother was cocky and thought he was pretty cool. And I guess he was. The older brother moved back home to live with my friend and his mom and we used to buy pot from him and party with him. IDK if he liked me or not. At least he didn’t hate me as much as my friends other brother.
I haven’t seen him in over 40 years but last night he was in my dream and in my dream he really liked me and I had tons off confidence and I could hang out with him as an equal. I was so happy and confident and cool in my dream. When I woke up I couldn’t believe I wasn’t confident anymore. It had been so easy in my dream; and so real. I thought I would be confident from now on irl but I got depressed when reality set in.