Appetite improved. Not eating loads. Just almost normal again. This is a God send.
My mum is coming over later on today. We have not spoken since August. She seems relieved. But I’m nervous as to reasons why I will not get into all that. We normally have a good relationship. Perhaps my thinking will change. Though I always tell the Dr. Putting a medication into me will not change the behaviour of others or what is going on around me maybe only make me less concerned and anxious about it.
Not much other improvements.
When I was in my early 20’s someone once said something so profound to me I never forgot it. She said you can’t control the behaviour of others…only your own behaviour.
That gave me so much freedom.