Today has to be the worst of all days…I feel as if both my fantasy and reality is being mix together in one whole pot. I’m scared, I don’t know what to do.
Take a deep breathe. Look at your surroundings and point to things and say their name. Clench a muscle like your hands or legs for 10 seconds and then release for 10 seconds. Imagine a memory, a pleasant one, and go through all your senses in that memory. Think of smells, sights, touch, sounds… After doing all this your mind might be more relaxed.
That’s really good advice for grounding yourself. I get very paranoid that I am going to be sacrificed and I have to bring myself back to ‘this’ reality. It ca be difficult. I also take Vistaril to help with anxiety. For me, sometimes getting the body to relax a little can help the brain not be so paranoid. At a minimum, deep, slow breathing and concentrating on your breathing can’t be a bad thing.
Fix a large cup o hot cocoa, then dump a lot of those tiny marshmallows in it and watch as they get all melty and delicious.
If that don’t help put a big marshmallow on a plate in the microwave for 10-15 seconds. Watch it get huge, then shrink down into a crispy treat. Eat and enjoy the different taste.
Relate your day to the same idea…that tomorrow changes everything experienced today. Nothing is forever, and change means a fresh start to try again.