Sometimes, I get these really convincing religious dreams and delusions where I’m Elijah reincarnated (one of the two witnesses of the Bible), but then the mk ultra programming says I’m the Anti-Christ, which is clearly ■■■■■■■■ and wrong. I’ll never be a world leader, rich, good looking, or powerful, nor do I want to be. I’m a Christian despite the mind fracturing and mind splitting. I try.
I had delusions I’m John Titor, Satoshi Nakamoto (despite not being Japanese obviously), and was a former Illuminati victim/member in a past life.
I think the ultimate lie is we live in a computer simulation/program/matrix and it could have /must have/should be destroyed.
I have hundreds if not thousands of delusions and trauma. My parents are good people, and I believe it’s more likely I’m Elijah than the Anti-Christ.
I don’t think I’m possessed, but just heavily influenced and oppressed.
I feel like I’m immortal. I have dreams of ‘meeting Jesus’ in modern times, and also dying like John the Baptist and having flames/fire coming out of my mouth, etc.
I try to not bear false witness or be a false prophet. I think God uses people in mysterious ways, including the least likely people…
In my past lives/dream recall, I remember Moses coming back and turning water into blood (and seeing it); I remember being possibly thrown into a lake of fire, etc.
I don’t know what I did to piss off God, but I was an Atheist and was blasphemous towards him before I converted back. I was raised Christian. But the ‘demons’ have really ■■■■■■ with me. It’s bigger than Bitcoin and John Titor.
I also remember being raptured. I don’t know why I’m back or why life keeps repeating itself for me.