8️⃣ Say Anything the VIIIth I am 8️⃣

I don’t want to live.
I don’t know how long I’ll survive.
Eventually life will get better than me.
I have tried eliminating all expectations and just trying to survive, and it doesn’t work.
Being ambitious is even worse.
I increasingly fear my life might end in suicide, this way or the other.

Oh I’m good :slight_smile:

My mom took me out for Veterans Day and bought me some early birthday presents.

Now I’m having coffee, I just woke up from a long nap.

Maybe I’ll be up late enough tonight to catch my creepy, radio shows ha!

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Happy veterans day!

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Creepy radio shows!

I’ve been meaning to listen to the Coast to Coast episode about The Twilight Zone,

Actually saw a lot of interesting content on their website.

Its creepy stuff,

But some of it seems like stuff I’d enjoy.

I don’t know if I could listen to it at night,

On account of being a total weenie.

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Thank you @anon84763962! :blush:

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Where’s this coming from??

Life get better than you? How?

'I thought you were winning all this time?

Haha!

Oh God, it gets super creepy at night.

But yeah, their website is pretty cool.

That’s kind of the fun of it. Make some mud (coffee), stay up super late, and just listen to it and have fun getting creeped out.

Not that I recommend that though. :wink:

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Mindfulness meditation? & CBT!!!

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That’s interesting

Still super happy I replaced my HDD with an SSD, but might look at having a HHD(SSHD) in the future.

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Almost done reading hitchhikers guide to the galaxy. Very good so far, and very entertaining! Douglas Adams is a great writer. I’ll be honest it is a little struggle reading it sometimes.

Anyone play the brain game elevate? It’s my favorite.

My next book might be Foundation. Elon Musk likes it.

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@Ninjastar I’m feeling generous tonight and I know you like pictures of cats so ta daahh

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I finally yelled ■■■■ you ■■■■■■■ ■■■■■ while in my bedroom. Felt good to release vocally. Sigh.

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This post is now in big bold letters

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I can’t sleep tonight. I think I’m going to go take some Klonopin and hope that works.

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It’s only been a half hour, but it’s not working. Boo. I guess I’ll try to read my book.

I feel so bloated today and look like a hippo. :frowning:

I just slept for way too many hours. On the plus side, I do feel well rested for once.
Just wish I had money for food, I’m getting hungry.

I’m tired of worrying all I do is worry…

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Got up at 7 a.m. after about ten hours of sleep, felt good. I could’ve slept longer, but I want to be able to fall asleep at a decent time tonight. It felt good, though, guess I needed it.

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