I’ve crawled out of the drug addiction hole for 9 months, but still living with the aftermath namely my weight and vengeance by an ex-neighbor to have a meanie move in.
Everything in my life seems to be going rather well, I’m almost out of debt but I’m especially happy about going to college a month from now. I failed so many times but there were good reasons for that: either I wasn’t medicated or taking street drugs. I have all the motivation in the world for this program - Indie Game Design - I can’t wait for it to start. I’m gonna need a new desk (current one is falling apart) and a brand new computer (Power supply on old one is fried) but for some reason I don’t feel like setting up everything, so maybe I will just work at school on the off-hours and use my laptop to communicate.
I’m battling delusions of persecution from my neighbor (which are a bit justified), I know the guy just wants to live in peace in his home with everything working correctly (he made me scared of taking my shower early mornings), and I really don’t want to move out. At the same time I am not making efforts to improve my living conditions or apartment layout because I’m telling myself it’s the last year I’ll be here. Moving seems like such a Gargantuan task, and I don’t have a large income for a good place! We’ll see how it goes, it seems he’s taken a step back but I’m wearing earplugs 24/7 now (too much little noises happening, rumbling and stuff).
I’m still waiting on confirmation to be an Extra in the new X-Men. It’s paid 12$ an hour, supposed to start August tenth.
Still wanting to have a girlfriend, maybe I will meet someone at the course, I feel like if she’d ever come to my place she’d think I’m a pussy for the way I handle this difficult relationship with my neighbor, I don’t want to invite anyone over! I get hopeful sometimes, I get paranoid too (posting on this forum seems to be a trigger) but I think it will take a while before things really improve. Got money on my mind, wanna be free, wanna be rich so no more trouble like that comes in my way.
Well, here’s a glimpse at my life, what’s been going well for you lately?