Eager for life to get better

I’ve crawled out of the drug addiction hole for 9 months, but still living with the aftermath namely my weight and vengeance by an ex-neighbor to have a meanie move in.

Everything in my life seems to be going rather well, I’m almost out of debt but I’m especially happy about going to college a month from now. I failed so many times but there were good reasons for that: either I wasn’t medicated or taking street drugs. I have all the motivation in the world for this program - Indie Game Design - I can’t wait for it to start. I’m gonna need a new desk (current one is falling apart) and a brand new computer (Power supply on old one is fried) but for some reason I don’t feel like setting up everything, so maybe I will just work at school on the off-hours and use my laptop to communicate.

I’m battling delusions of persecution from my neighbor (which are a bit justified), I know the guy just wants to live in peace in his home with everything working correctly (he made me scared of taking my shower early mornings), and I really don’t want to move out. At the same time I am not making efforts to improve my living conditions or apartment layout because I’m telling myself it’s the last year I’ll be here. Moving seems like such a Gargantuan task, and I don’t have a large income for a good place! We’ll see how it goes, it seems he’s taken a step back but I’m wearing earplugs 24/7 now (too much little noises happening, rumbling and stuff).

I’m still waiting on confirmation to be an Extra in the new X-Men. It’s paid 12$ an hour, supposed to start August tenth.

Still wanting to have a girlfriend, maybe I will meet someone at the course, I feel like if she’d ever come to my place she’d think I’m a pussy for the way I handle this difficult relationship with my neighbor, I don’t want to invite anyone over! I get hopeful sometimes, I get paranoid too (posting on this forum seems to be a trigger) but I think it will take a while before things really improve. Got money on my mind, wanna be free, wanna be rich so no more trouble like that comes in my way.

Well, here’s a glimpse at my life, what’s been going well for you lately?

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On the whole-it sounds like you are doing very well!
My son is moving out of his place by the end of this month. He also talks about his neighbors stealing from him.
They do not.
He is moving to a house soon. He wants more privacy.
Don`t know if you are on any government assistance…if not you can get an FHA loan for a house if you are a first time homebuyer.

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Thank you for the kind words @bridgecomet, I would love to buy a House or Condo, I’ve only asked for a mortgage once but was turned down, and yes I receive government benefits and will for the next two years as I attempt to complete my degree. Good luck to your son, he probably made the right choice!

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Same ol’, same ol’.

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