HELLL YEAH @keekoonla
I donât know how to stay clean though I had a minute relapse & IDK I feel like if I stop using I can move through the psychosis well I donât have the delusions anymore &I they were 100% drug fuelled because I would do an of drugs everyday but I stopped In October addiction is so multi faceted that way but I did an everyday for a few years &I have extreme cravings still 6 months after being clean even though the psychosis is nearly gone it will come back if I relapse which I started to on the weekend only 1 line but I am hear talking it out
Instead of actually relapsing Iâm trying to find ppl who have experience the same symptoms I get when I use
meh I might have got a contact high yesterday⌠so it goesâŚ
just learn to love being sober⌠find things you enjoy that help you growâŚ
I was spinning fire poi like the native Hawaiians! I am clean for the first time since grade 6 so idk what to do! ITS REALLY WEIRD
I like it I will time to find a wife now, I spent all my time getting high on different stuff in a barn before 24/7