My main voice harassed me for two decades to do art, to draw. He tortured me because I would not accept his attention and draw. It was really, really bad. I started drawing about a year ago, when I found a way to do it, by studying different artists. I decided to sketch not make serious drawings and it worked out. Now my voices are telling me not to draw, it’s bad, because I draw from the subconscious. I worry about this in earnest and would like your feedback. I want to draw, and I like free association.
I think you should do what you want and not let the voices control your life. If you want to draw then draw, when you don’t feel like drawing it’s still okay.
My voices made me think it was wrong morally, because the ID is so dark.
The voices are probably wrong.