I just keep thinking about what a good time I had tonight at my sisters cook out…my brother and his wife from colorado were there and we played my favorite dice game, farkle…always a blast…we had steaks, home made mac and cheese, cheesy potatoes, salad, and apple dumplings with vanilla ice cream for dessert.
Hot tub was so soothing…and I got to play guitar and banjo for everyone…fun fun…
I like nice things like fancy dessert and money. But it hardly worth pursuing that life at the cost of real relationships. Seems like the most expensive things I had were good friends and family and upbringing and religion and stuff like that. Life seems so unfair and all I see these days are the haves and the have nots. And I don’t want to be a part of either. I like the worldview I developed at the private high school I went to and the kind of life and relationships I wanted to pursue. Since then, I’ve seen so much of the have not side that my entire worldview about conventional happiness is toppled.
@anon80629714 I really always have a good time going over there, but also I got to play with her toy yorkie dog and he is in love with a metal measuring spoon that he plays fetch with you…so cute…he would growl when you reach for the spoon. so cute…