i am not so educated.
I have a certificate in aged care that took me two years to get.
I have assisted someone frail and old having a ■■■■ .
I have cleaned toilets and homes.
I also have a certificate of house keeping at hotel motels but I became psychotic while doing the short course.
I could not do the rest and could not make the bed in time.
I was not quick nor good enough to clean hotel .
I tried my best but it was not good enough.
I got a certificate of attendance because I really wanted it.
Several times when I flipped burgers and worked at cafe takeaway I could not tell customers what their change was cause I went mute and overwhelmed and the customers told me what their change was.
I can not work with aged care because I go mute and my body goes hysterical and stiff and I have some one else in my body .
Usually s man who is intense.
I truly wanted to work in aged care.
I felt set up.
Exercising nazis was the popular thing and I tried but could not.
My eons were not in my body.
My longest job was cleaning a house.
Then two houses.
I did that a whole year but became paranoid about the clients.
The organisation I worked for were good.
They were not in my face all the time.
I just faxed my time sheets in and met them only a few times the whole year.
I worked two hours a week to start and that increased to eight hours a fortnight.
I wanted want to have just one client I am comfortable with and visa versa but I can not stand to be around so many people.
I hate going mute.
If I assisted personal care ,cooking, medication but not social support.
I have applied for disability pension.
If I get it I hope to be able to volunteer work for meals on wheels.
If I feel well enough,can get there and can be around the people there.
I have cleaned up ■■■■ and assisted people shitting and I did not mind that.
It is the socialising that may be my main problem and my symptoms.
I assist my man and help take care of his dogs and home and pets.
I take care of my neigher and myself.
So you feel if you are educated you should be working with in the profession that you have your education in.
Symptoms of schizophrenia can prevent that.
I knew a engineer who took job as a buss driver in his new country.
My father on paper worked for free to learn from a man he admired and who became his friend.
If you are able to do these jobs .
You may end up loving it and meet nice people and feel you are doing good.
I can not go out there at moment.
I can not transport myself to most places with out assistance.
I worked at a cafe in Sweden where I even volunteered my free time to them without pay.
Why can you not work within your profession of education?
Many years of studying.
But maybe open yourself to the idea of doing something you can do if it will give you freedom and etc