Captain Beefheart, Stockhausen, Motörhead
create delusions in me
The more i like a music,
the more it sounds like soundtrack to my movie show
Music relaxes me. Can make me focus. Can give me energy.
It’s really helpful to my health.
It has meaning for me.
And usually it’s about my life.
Music knows the mood i have,
the events in my life etc.
I don’t look for meaning where there is none.
But you seem happy in your world.
I don’t look for anything.
They come searching for me.
Licht, an opera by Stockhausen,
was made just for me.
The holy trinity of motörhead
Has replaced religion.
I am devotee of Fast Eddie Clarke etc.
Captain Beefheart’s mustache was
intertwined with my brain neurons
I don’t believe an opera was made for you. Sounds grandiose and delusional.
But you probably already know most people would think that.
It was my predecessor.
It was the introduction of my buddhahood to the world.
You sound unwell I have to say.
I hope you find your grounding again in a couple of years. For me it also took many years.
I sound like my brain is open.
I know. I feel electricity in my brain.
When i have paranoid fears,
my skull opens up, and brain dances.
Hope you’re well too.
Thank you
With Beefheart’s music, once, my head was
getting bigger and smaller
Music is both good and bad.
Good for distraction from voices.
Bad for ideas of reference.
I used to have a big problem with rock and roll. It got into my subconscious mind and it was painful. I would go to the hospital and my mind would clear and I’d come home and do it again.
Today I listen to less rock and roll.
Only rock n roll?
Do you get messages also?
I have no problems with music making positive symptoms worse. It can actually make them better by lowering my stress level (cuppa, purring kitty, and some contemporary classical). It also helps me push back against negative symptoms by giving me an energy boost (pop/dance).
Rock and roll is always written to be about almost anything or anyone. I don’t think it’s about me anymore.
All genres of music give me messages
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