I know im schizophrenic, but im worried im going completely bonkers. At night I wake up and dont know who i am or what reality is. Thats about as specific i can get because i honestly dont know how to describe it. Its like going on a psychedelic trip and not knowing how to describe it to others or yourself until you’re in it again. Or other times i wake up from a dream and think i actually did those things and have that feeling of beyond intense feelings of doom. I kind of brushed off what people have been telling me. @everhopeful i think you were right, abilify is not working for me. Im cut off from reality.
When do you see your psychiatrist again? Make sure you make notes of stuff like this to show them.