ive been taking care of my health lately dog walks and healthy eating exersize and eating right is kind of a hobby for me thinking of taking up swimming again i really love swimming i can fly in the water hehe.
Having a life isn’t always that great…I am in college and I sometimes just want to nap and watch crap on my laptop all day. But I try to keep a life by asking girls out and lifting weights in my free time. I have lots of friends from high school who I hangout with during winter and christmas break, and a couple of friends who live in town. I have lots of support, I live with my parents who are very supportive and have literally walked me through some episodes.
But this is all due to my meds. All I did was drink and cut class to workout angrily when I was unmedicated. Then I would watch movies until I got sleepy, smoking a pack a day all the while. Somehow I made A’s and B’s.
I just wish meds worked like magic for everyone. I feel like I don’t deserve to be in remission sometimes.