My life is like a scary movie. Something like the movie Saw is how my life is. Anyone else living in a scary movie?
Every day… Meds make it a lil better
Same here, this sh*& sucks!
Yeah, it’s easier for me to embrace off meds though. It’s not as hopeless, although a tad more scary.
Not so bad on my meds but off my meds I’m living in a waking nightmare.
Me too. I’m scared to go off my medication.
Yes, this is terrible.
yes. this is what my memories of life came back as. almost literally. it was after age 24 when this happened. everything was hunkeydorry and then all this crap came back that was pretty scary. There was love there was friendship and in these memories there is that too but there is so much scary stuff it creeps me out.
Me too! Just plain scary
80% boredom; 20% terror It’s not bad. I don’t mind the boredom.
I wish it was just boredom for me.
I had a psychosis which involved that Elon Musk hacked my technology items. Now I’m trying to still get rid of that ‘delusion’ I’m getting there but I still feel unsafe sometimes such as when my colleague talks to me I get really self conscious cos I feel like Elon musk can hear and see… I don’t like it. Because privacy is goooooooooooooooooooooddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
I can relate. I wish i had privacy.
I remember the hacking thing… how did it go at the end? how are you feeling now?
I feel okay thankyou
Medication is making me fat again.
Since I had to go back on medication.
Hacking delusions are a recurring delusion of mine. It has happened before to me with some other guy. It’s the perfect recipe to kick start my stress and thus full blown spiral into psychosis.
Right now I’m still scared at nights because of my recent psychosis.
I’m still experiencing remnants of it.
Sorry @anon36467691 I will shut up now as this is ur thread
I’m fully medicated but my life is a horror story
My world was sort of like the one in X-Files. Funny to me now, but terrifying at the time.
No you dont have to shutup. I understand what youre going through. I hate this illness.
Same here. 151515