Thought everything refers to me, maybe not the best though
I donāt feel like I am the best in the world. I am not the best artist or the best poet. I am only myself which is good enough.
Iāve had that delusion. That if I took the time Iād be the best guitarist, painter,writer, and at one time athlete. Itās comforting to know you have the same disorder, the delusion really pissed off my Alter when I couldnāt perform who abused me in turn. I believe we are all one, ever feel that?
I only felt like the best when I thought the Dalai Lama was talking to me ā¦now that heās gone away, I understand that I am just your average person trying to eek out a living in this planet, I was born, I will live, I will die, and nobody will probably miss me when Iām gone.
Yeah I donāt think Iāve ever thought I was the best at something, besides surviving hell. I know I was in really good shape at one point in my psychosis, but even then I didnāt think I was the best in the whole world at it.
Yeah, I think Iām the best sometimes. Smartest, toughest, most good. I suffer the god/messiah delusion more than any other delusions.
Without medicine I keep thinking Iām the best wrestler, grappler, mma fighter.
Personally, I was formerly on a Special Mission from the Center of the Universe.
I may not be the best but I sure try to be.
Hahaā¦ Nice to hear that someone can relate.
My self esteem doesnāt let me get anywhere close to thinking anything good about myself
Yes sometimes I think we are all one too. In some kind of way
I have fantasies of being the best athlete in the world, or the best writer, or the best fighter, and so on. I know they are fantasies, and I am not deluded.
When I used to train in the gym I used to feel the in best in the world not better than anyone else but the best I could be
I used to when I had grandiose delusion, so you not alone in that feeling.
To be honest I do. I think I could be the greatest scientist in history, but something is holding me back. LOL.
An emphatic No.
Hm I dont think I ever thought that of myself.
A lot of people think they are the best, its a good sign of confidence and self-esteem. As long you donāt feel let down not getting certain privileges and get aggressive, violent and abusive about it.
Iām pretty good at putting (as in golf).
Before medication, I thought I was pretty amazing. I had a (imho) pretty amazing dopamine rush every other day and magic seemed to happen around me and everything went my way. Was a wild ride.