Do your vices ever make you feel heavy? I don’t know how else to describe it. But whenever I hear the awful one I feel this sort of pressure. Like it’s something out there, tangible, that is pushing down on me. Does that make sense?
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Yep. I described it in a poem as the hand of God pushing me down into the earth below
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Yes. I feel Seraton’s presence anyway, on my right side, but when I’m under attack it feels like something’s on my shoulders and around my head, pressing. I’m sure I slouch as a result, and sometimes I just have to curl up and close my eyes.
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I feel that kind of pressure sometimes when I hear voices, but it’s due to a clot or un-ruptured aneurysm. Happened very suddenly during a work gig, but I was having a heck of a time with prodromal SZ symptoms at the time, with someone there I imagined was God because he was talking so fast while I felt so slow, and even the supervisor was referring to him as “God”. I was a bit curt with him in the break room, called him Alex (his name), and that was when the crushing pain started. In all likelihood it was a random occurance, and not punishment for being curt with “God”, but some part of me still believes that I’m being punished for not minding my manners.
Not from a voice, but from a sound, kind of a low vibration.
It can put you to sleep in minutes.
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Yeah makes sense, could be stress
I experience like a very similar extent to the head pressure and being pushed in.
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I have this alot. A pull or push. Very rare that I feel like I’m not experiencing one or the other
Sometimes it feels like the energy or spirit or my mind is being crushing inward or being strung out like yarn
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Yes, they push me down onto the bed sometimes, pin me there.
@Anna Can you drop them down a sink hole? For annoying voices I imagine a 30 foot hole opening beneath their feet like a tube into the ground. Then they fall down and I cover up the hole. They usually make some sounds of shock but do quiet down quickly after that.