It sounds like you have a decent collection of concepts about the structure that you are in your cranium including mind, brain, chemistry, information. I collect the concepts, and I spin them in my mind like a record DJ. I was an actual record DJ at one time. What I do is hunt truths and concepts whether logic, philosophy, biological, historical, ideological, cultural, traditional, anthropological… This hunt for what it is we’re being and what has been done to this world of humans as well as what is being done now led me to an author/researcher named Joe Atwill. I suggest seeing his youtube channel, and go through those videos.
The thing about those videos is that if you don’t have a firm grasp of government and corporate as well as local mind subversion in order to monkey up people’s thoughts for a specific purpose, then the videos will seem hard to believe. If you are firmly aware of mass and micro level deception using altered information and “disinformation,” then it will hit you.
That’s another concept for your “record collection.” I appreciate these clues all over the place because that’s the only way I’ve ever returned to sanity and socially healthy instead of hiding in fear of what i can do.
I suggest going to the Julian Jaynes Society website, and browsing those articles, and maybe expanding the research from there.
I think that your in a prime position for the subjects surrounding these two authors to have a major effect on your state of self. I also suggest brushing up on your understanding of language and logic at the Trivium Education website here: http://www.triviumeducation.com
That information from there as well as online is the basic key to exiting the “alchemy” of ancient and modern mastery. It’s been endless spinning in my end since I uncovered it.
For me when I got the picture, the question was, “What now? How do I use it?” I kept studying and reviewing while adding concepts all along to break down the bicamerality because that what it is just like the name suggests: two self reviewing cameras with one being hyper automatic. It doesn’t sound like a big question, but it is. When your whole life has been one thing, and then suddenly you shift from one world to another like that, you didn’t grow up much in that “new world,” so you have to take your time, get to know the people, play the dating apps, do some online projects that teach people things, and get back into things that you do when you are “from this world.” As an scz for nearly 2 decades I can assure you that I’m hardly from this world. It’s been a life in an informational torture maze underground like an underground city and at the same time in reality along with everyone else’s “mind mazes.” It’s a tough act to play both at the same time. Now that this scz shaft is being uprooted and falling apart, I have a huge hole in my memories of my life style. Where was I? Why didn’t I do what everyone else was doing with their lives here? I can’t tell anyone I’m scz, but I can say I was bicameral, and they get what they need to understand from that. Still though they can’t make up for my lack of assimilation with the world. That’s on me, so I’m trying to get reaching out there, and get talking and listening where ever I can use my new information about what I am and what they are and how this world honestly works rather than the fake bicameral perspective I was wearing.