I do think this site is a little bit too addictive though.
I certainly hope so. But, right now, I seem to be addicted to it.
I enjoy the site and all of you. I donāt want to leave!
I left for a long time. Came back. I donāt regret either really.
I joined and then left for ages. But came back and stayed. If Iām not doing so good I probably wonāt be here and will leave but hopefully that doesnāt happen. Part of my paranoia is that Iām being hacked and my internet security is at risk and all my accounts are hacked. So if Iām in an episode Iām gone from the internet.
Hmmm.
Iām not sure. I appreciate the support, and I consider a lot of people on here friends.
But if I ever do decide to leave, I promise Iāll post a goodbye video of me smoking a cigar sitting by a fireplace.
Right until twelve hours before forever.
If I ever get stable and end up working full-time, Iāll pop back in here and there, but other life obligations will take up most of my time.
This place is a good boredom killer and an excellent source for support so Iāll probably be here for a while yet. I left for a year or so back in 2018 but I found my way back. I donāt think breaks that long are in my future but you never know, lol. For now, Iām too attached to go anywhere.
I canāt see myself leaving. This place has been a lifesaver during my most desperate moments. Really like it here.
Iāve been reading recently on impermanence which means that nothing stays forever and that everything is in a state of change. Who knows what the future will hold? Itās best for me to take everything one day at a time.
Well, mental illness is not a phase.
You learn how to cope with it, but you can never get rid of it.
So no, I dont really see myself leaving.
I think I will stay around.
Itās been good for me I think and itās thanks to this forum that i got insight that I have schizophrenia.
I went twenty years believing it was real and sometimes I still do but now I believe I have schizophrenia which I used to deny but I recognise we have similar symptoms.
Itās good social for me too as I donāt have friends in personā¦
Iām telling you
Believe in me
Nobody else will tell you
Open your eyes
And see the lies, oh yeah
Smoke it, get high
You think Iām crazy and baby I know that itās true
Before that you know it I think
That youāll go crazy too
I donāt know if Iām up or down
Whether black is white or blue is brown
The colors of my life are all different somehow
Little boy blueās a big girl now
So you think itās me whoās strange
But youāve never had to make the change
Never give your trust away
Youāll end up paying till your dying day
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