I’m smart in some respect … I think I didn’t apply myself enough in high school and that trickled down to the objective test they give you in the states when your in high school.
Nowadays I catch myself in circles trying to ‘think my way out of my schizophrenia’. A la what is said in ‘a beautiful mind’ by doctor to patient.
It’s also said there: that ‘you cannot, because the problem IS [ones] mind…’. Or something like that.