It’s now very soon before I move alone to a new country and start a full time job in a very large organization, I am excited but the fear of failure is filling my heart, could I make it, can it be the following scz success can I manage my stress and anxiety, doubts and irrational thoughts, can I behave normally with 3500$ a month plus plus, can I and can I. Lol, can I train people on subjects I already know, can I submit reports and do analysis, can I manage expenses and do purchasing… Theoretically yes I can, I can do most of the job requirements theoretically but I haven’t done that since before my onset. I am already having more speech poverty I don’t know if it’s because of the anxiety or because I’m feeling good and finally satisfied with how life is treating me finally. I just need a therapist I know, my doc says no but I’m sure it would help. I wish ill do fine and succeed in maintaining a position for at least one year.
I wish you good luck, you’re taking on a lot. I One of the first things I would do in your new city is immediately look for a psychiatrist/and or a therapist. I would get familiar with the help that is around you. Just kind of check out where the nearest clinic or hospital is. No big deal, but just in case.
I hope you succeed, I could never do a job like that in a million years. It’s normal to be a little nervous and scared. You must know a lot of stuff to take on a job like that. Tomorrow is my day to clean restrooms at my job. My job is a little different than yours will be. Lol.
I enjoy my moments of clarity and peace, when the symptoms subside but I don’t think I’m “cured” by a long shot. Peace and quiet is deceptive and whenever I think I have all the answers my disease rears its ugly head. If you think you can do this job, then more power to you. I find a lot of things I do start with the thought, “Yeah, I think I can do this”. The money sounds good. I sometimes surprise myself at what I’m capable of. Maybe you have a good shot at this.
I think you will make it.
wait, I know you will make it.
Yes you can!
and yes you will.
Best wishes to you.
Thanks man. It means a lot to take the time and reply. I appreciate everything you said. I am planning on finding the nearest psychiatrist and hospital just in case. This time everything is different as if I’m into a new world. I wish for peace of mind. Thanks again
Have a plan B in case things get a little overwhelming.
Anyone would be nervous. You are making a big change.
Stay in touch with us-let us know how you are doing…
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You can do it!
It is pleasing to know there is unconditional support by people like you. Appreciate your comment so much. Thanks @bridgecomet
I remember fearing failure when I went of to college. It took me 5 years but I got my B.A. I did get pdoc help part of the time.
Just to say, hey, if I could do it, so can you.
you can do it mate. i have faith in you. have a back up plan just in case but then go for it with everything you’ve got. so long as you’re covered whatever happens will be ok. good luck