I just experienced pretty massive panic attack tonight, its been a long time since I had it (since christmas). Do you have panic attacks and if you do, how do you cope with it?
I smoke loads. Take lorazapam and diazapam. Still trying to figure it out. Dissasociate. Shouts alot and get extremely confused. Feel regretful and deeply suicidal at times. Paintings helps. Music is a life saver. Pets if you can. The odd walk if i can manage it. Cant leave my room much. Fresh food. Self care. Journaling. Doodling. Singing. Dancing. I know it sounds impossible. But seems dressing up and doing make up distracts me alot from pain. Etc.
Also on an antipsychotic abilify. They want to up the dose and add haldol. But i get even worse through memories being clearer. It seems.
They suggested EMDR but ive refused as I think I will commit suicide. DBT works for some. I had analytic behavioural therapy.
I used to get panic attacks since I was 13 (I’m 38 now) but meds have helped. I take amisulpride, haldol, lamotrigine and mirtazapine. If I get panic attack I breathe and tell myself everything will be ok…
Yeah ive tried a lot of meds fewer than some though. But have a high side effect profile through lunza tests.
I love meditation and prayer though. I usually do this through painting and expressionistic dance i make up. And song.
I think you are an amazing person Hadeda.
Im thjnking of askjng for propranolol for anxiety. Its worked in the past
I havent heard of that. But im scared of trying new things and not trying to cope creatively if i can.
Its a beta blocker, usually used for stress but also works for akithisia and anxiety
I have tried one i forgot the name of. For akasthesia. But i get high from it. But in a small amount it was amazing. As i was in agony without it.
Why not try again
I could ask. Thank-you for the suggestion. Just wish I could… procyclodine!
I never liked proctclidine, felt like it made me weak somehow
Ok. That surprises me. But we are all so unique.
I beat panic attacks through therapy that taught me to ignore the fear associated with panic attacks and now I am anxiety and panic free have been for decades…it’s doable…you can message me if you want to know more on how to ignore the fear.
Its strange as I want to remember my memories however weird that is to say.
I’ve been drugged and sexually assaulted more than once. I think. Aside other sexual assaults. Etc. So memories are difficult. I get triggered subliminally. My psychologist said it sounded like rohipnol.
Art and creativity helps me loads.