Do you have a goal/prize?

This is my main problem. I don’t know what I want and have nothing missing in my life - which is why I feel empty most of the time?

do you have a prize or goal or a dream ? after the illness?

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No real goal or prize, just work and home, not sure why I bother though

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Law degree :scales:

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Owning every Pentax K-1000 film camera ever made.

Oh, and being rich and famous.

Or at least rich.

:blush:

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I want a goal as well. The thing is that we need to experience things to find what we love. Or we can look for some help.

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Cherie, stop changing your avatar pic every other minute !! My hard disk space is running low…

Just kidding :slight_smile:

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Lol =) that was funny. I like to change pictures =)

I had a quick think about this. I think my goal is a bit spiritual, but don’t ask me to explain it as I can’t! :confused:

I just realized recently that I don’t have any goals or dreams (not for myself) anymore. I had been wanting to start a website and try to sell more paintings. That was my last goal. But I don’t care anymore and I don’t have the energy or focus.
I felt a slight panic when I first realized that there’s nothing in my future, but all my hopes and dreams are for my son.

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I have a hidden dream💖

it’s okay - if you have one =) wish I had some spiritual goal too - because it is the most fulfilling

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Change is the key to happiness

Go out and try new things, do things different day to day, but ultimately try to experience “new”

So they say

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Basic things.

I can feel proud for taking out the garbage or remembering to empty dish washer.

I do not expect much from myself because I know me.

I can’t study I think so I can’t be s dr in person etc

I can’t remember things I studied.

I am happy if I can have working relationship.
Live rest of lives with my boyfriend that I live with and make him come and give him sexual release n pleasure.

Clean and maintain home.

Do basic knit stitch.

Get pension and maybe volunteer work meals on wheels so don’t have stress n pressure of employment and work etc
Specially people etc

Maybe continue to improve myself such as I remember two sugars in partners coffee…

Start horse riding again.

I want to marry.

I would like to be able to sew but it confuses n overwhelmed me with patterns n how to put them together.

I cried learning how to knit basic stitch n had to go back over n over n over for one some stitch.

Become a better lover.

That my sambo is happy with me and the dogs too.

Read more .

Learn to not be so mute or to be mute with ease n groove.

Possibly get other license such as manual or motorcycle.

Make a blancet for my new gp to get next xmas.

Get sexy clothes I adore.
My favourite is gothic but I don’t have much.
I mostly bought clothes from second hand and some muslim abaya from back when I was Muslima.
I also digg some punk and Victorian and hippie but gothic is my favourite I love love love n want to wear n live it.:gift_heart:

Cook delicious food for my man n da dogs n possibly for his friends sometimes .

Improve my self in little n to me doable ways.

Great closeness,intimacy and awesome rations .