This is my main problem. I don’t know what I want and have nothing missing in my life - which is why I feel empty most of the time?
do you have a prize or goal or a dream ? after the illness?
This is my main problem. I don’t know what I want and have nothing missing in my life - which is why I feel empty most of the time?
do you have a prize or goal or a dream ? after the illness?
No real goal or prize, just work and home, not sure why I bother though
Law degree
Owning every Pentax K-1000 film camera ever made.
Oh, and being rich and famous.
Or at least rich.
I want a goal as well. The thing is that we need to experience things to find what we love. Or we can look for some help.
Cherie, stop changing your avatar pic every other minute !! My hard disk space is running low…
Just kidding
Lol =) that was funny. I like to change pictures =)
I had a quick think about this. I think my goal is a bit spiritual, but don’t ask me to explain it as I can’t!
I just realized recently that I don’t have any goals or dreams (not for myself) anymore. I had been wanting to start a website and try to sell more paintings. That was my last goal. But I don’t care anymore and I don’t have the energy or focus.
I felt a slight panic when I first realized that there’s nothing in my future, but all my hopes and dreams are for my son.
I have a hidden dream💖
it’s okay - if you have one =) wish I had some spiritual goal too - because it is the most fulfilling
Change is the key to happiness
Go out and try new things, do things different day to day, but ultimately try to experience “new”
So they say
Basic things.
I can feel proud for taking out the garbage or remembering to empty dish washer.
I do not expect much from myself because I know me.
I can’t study I think so I can’t be s dr in person etc
I can’t remember things I studied.
I am happy if I can have working relationship.
Live rest of lives with my boyfriend that I live with and make him come and give him sexual release n pleasure.
Clean and maintain home.
Do basic knit stitch.
Get pension and maybe volunteer work meals on wheels so don’t have stress n pressure of employment and work etc
Specially people etc
Maybe continue to improve myself such as I remember two sugars in partners coffee…
Start horse riding again.
I want to marry.
I would like to be able to sew but it confuses n overwhelmed me with patterns n how to put them together.
I cried learning how to knit basic stitch n had to go back over n over n over for one some stitch.
Become a better lover.
That my sambo is happy with me and the dogs too.
Read more .
Learn to not be so mute or to be mute with ease n groove.
Possibly get other license such as manual or motorcycle.
Make a blancet for my new gp to get next xmas.
Get sexy clothes I adore.
My favourite is gothic but I don’t have much.
I mostly bought clothes from second hand and some muslim abaya from back when I was Muslima.
I also digg some punk and Victorian and hippie but gothic is my favourite I love love love n want to wear n live it.
Cook delicious food for my man n da dogs n possibly for his friends sometimes .
Improve my self in little n to me doable ways.
Great closeness,intimacy and awesome rations .